I’ll be okay, like always. I will handle this on my own, like I handle every other thing in my life.
You probably think that you’re fat, ugly or that your hair is a mess. You think you’re stupid, not funny. “Nobody likes me” is the only that’s crossing your mind. You’re insecure. You think that you’re boy/girlfriend doesn’t really love you and that your best friend don’t care about you. You think your parents aren’t worried and that your little brother hates you. When someone says “You’re cute” you think they’re lying. You can’t think positive about yourself. You see yourself as a big black dot in the world. You think everyone is perfect except you. Tell me why? Because you are fatter? Because you’re smaller? Because you don’t have a perfect nose? Or is it because you’re hair is short? Is that it? The world is a big grey ball, with war, unhappiness, sadness. Society is fucked up. We all want to be perfect. But what is perfect? What it pretty? That thin model in that magazine? That girl with blue eyes? Come on. Be happy with yourself, cause you’re perfect on your own way. You don’t need a flawless skin or a flat stomach. You’re perfectly unperfect. You’re boy/girlfriend DOES love you, and if (s)he doesn’t just let him/her go, (s)he isn’t worth your tears. Your best friend cares and your parents are worried. You just have to open your eyes. Don’t be what the world want you to be, be what you wanna be. Cause that’s enough, believe me.
I met a girl on tumblr a couple months a go and we start talking and that shit. She had a lot of problems and she was down. From the moment she told her problems to me i started to love her. Cause she don’t deserve all the shit she has. I’ve only seen her once, and it really was an amazing day , cause i saw my little fragile angel. I just love her so much. And i don’t wanna see her in tears. I just wanna see her smile, cause she’s fucking stunning. And i hate it when those pretty eyes are crying. I wish that she’ll be happy cause she deserves the fucking best. I love her so so so much, and i know she’s stronger then this, cause i’m next to her and i’ll always be. My little butterfly, i love you more than you could ever fucking imagine. xoxo
